Beastly Man: Gone

As I lay here in this obscurity, I hear the voices of others who have come and gone. But a beastly voice wonders in my mind. I try to reason with the beastly voice but it won't let me be. It’s clings on to me like a poor misplaced soul, But I dare not to touch its face…I dare not to speak of the beast name because it just makes me more miserable then what I’ve become. I wish he would go away! His torturing my mind and playing silly games with my essence but I ignore him once more. Even though you are dead in my mind you still find a way back in and raises vengeance upon me. You told me that I would be worth no more than scum but you are wrong once again beastly man! I’m still here standing on my two feet. And I monk you every since the day that you were born. Are you afraid that I’m with another? Are you afraid because he showed me the forbidden fruit and I liked the sweet taste of it? I don’t need your sin or your pity I have my own now. So go far away beastly man back within your cage and lock the door because I don’t want you around here anymore. I’m enjoying every single day without you beastly man. I’m finally free from you, so what are you going to do about it now?

AngelOfDeath Aka. Danielle Dixon

Darkness Alert!

So lately people keep on saying that I have a problem since I write dark. What is the problem with that? This one lady told me to go see a psychiatrist because I write too dark. Life isn't about rainbows and unicorns!!!  I'm seriously fed up with people who can't handle dark writing. Some of the greatest writers in the world wrote dark so why is it a problem when it comes to me. I feel like Poppy Z. Brite, Edgar Allan Poe, and Emily Dickinson wrapped in one. Just because I can write darker than you doesn't mean you have to bash me for it and call me insane and crazy.  It’s okay because they will never be like me. This cloud of ignorance has kept me from writing chapter 3 of my novel. People need to understand there are different types of writing styles out there. I'm not going to write about the struggles of life, black people, white people and etc. I'm HERE to write dark things that pop up in my mind. But, I will never blame my life for me writing dark things because I know that a lot of people can't write dark like me. That's okay because the only person that can understand the way I write is me and my other fellow Emily Dickinson’s or Edgar Allan Poe’s. Not to pull on my own leg here but ever since I was about 13 years old my writing has been tossed to the side or ripped up because it was too dark. This one time I wrote about this women getting struck by a bus because karma got the best of her and my teacher circled my paper and put an F- and told me to try again and to lighten things up a bit. So I did I wrote a paper about a cuddly little bunny who got eaten by a bear instead.  People just need to learn how to get off my case about my writing. If I don’t criticize your writing, don’t criticize mine. As the way I see it sometimes is that not a lot of people can write the way I do because of the simple fact that they can’t think of anything dark or gruesome like I can. But, I shall not let this stop me in anyway because I’m going to be writing dark until the day I die and nobody is going to stop me.

Seduction - Poem Of My Inner Thoughts

My seduction is undesirable,
You are like a slave on a chain who wants to be free but yet you don't want to leave,
I treat you like shit but you still come back for more cause that is what gets you off,
Do I make you feel alive or do I make you feel like a better person?
I am your original sin to were you just can't get enough of me,
You are like Adam and Eve you just want to taste the forbidden fruit of me.
But every time you taste the forbidden fruit it drives you wild and insane.
What does it taste like?
Does it taste like strawberry or does it taste like sweet pomegranate?
Why do you stay as I leave you here alone in the dark?
Is it because you like to stay there or just want me to come back and use you once again for my evil twisted game?
But yet I still love you cause you are my slave,
I still love you because you make me sane.
I still love you cause you keep me together.
I still love you cause my seduction is undesirable...
And I know you love me too.....

[This came from my inner thoughts and I wrote it long time ago but I feel like today I needed to put this up here]

First Time!!!

This is my first ever in my life doing a blog and I feel good about it. I'm going to be sharing my thoughts about many different things like my novel and life problems I run into every single day lol.

By saying this I am Danielle Corine Dixon and I am a 19 years college student. My major is psychology with the minor of music. I really love to write and to just put my feelings or my thoughts on a page because it makes me feel better about myself. I know sometimes people can only write out their problems rather then say them because sometimes writing seem like the more formal way to express real true raw emotions. Anyhow, I'll keep you posted about my chapters of my novel :) which will be coming to you guys shortly tomorrow! Wish me luck on chapter 3!!!

Danielle A.K.A. AngelOfDeath